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neversafe @ 2005-10-17T14:20:00

2005-10-17T19:21:13Z


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neversafe @ 2005-04-05T13:04:00

2005-04-05T18:05:27Z

oh ya, um. so no more public posts. i don't care to share my life with random people i don't know or really care about. not that i wouldn't care about you i just am not psychic. sorry god didn't give me that spiritual gift.

neversafe @ 2005-04-01T14:22:00

2005-04-01T20:22:11Z

You scored as Donald Duck. Your alter ego is Donald Duck! Try as you might, you have a nasty temper that is hard to control. But you try hard to please, and you arn't one to go down without a fight.

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Donald Duck

75%

Pinocchio

69%

Sleeping Beauty

69%

Goofy

69%

Snow White

50%

Ariel

44%

The Beast

44%

Cruella De Ville

38%

Peter Pan

38%

Cinderella

31%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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fin

2005-03-25T20:15:05Z

so this spring break so far, all i worked on was the new record. drew and i finished our guitar parts last nite. wow. so now all that is left, is mixing, maybe some more 4 part harmonies around the rhodes, and mastering via. josh bonati. i think it is safe to say that we are pretty happy with what everything sounds like. just be ready for a kickin' record. that is really all i have been up to recently. i visited some old friends at iowa, it was good to see some familiar faces. well, that is about all that is interesting in my life. my hair is down to my butt.

you little antagonist

pissed wizzards

2005-03-17T17:36:31Z

so i just took my calculus final, ahhhh, i hate it. i hate it so much. i studied for like 8 hours and i still did shatty. eauhhh. at least i'm done, and hopefully i got a passing grade so i don't have to take it again. that would be super lame. i hate to write 2 finals now. before tomorrow. i think i will do okay. life has been good besides finals. i get to feed the poor tomorrow, i am so excited.

enjoying myself

2005-03-12T23:13:14Z

this morning my mother came up to get her hair cut and hang out with her favourite son. she came by this morning around 12 and dropped off some clothes for me. we then proceeded to go costco so i could get some food and goods. i got a freaking costco card, and realized that they only take debit cards and american express. crazy talks. after costco we went to this store called ulta, it had like every body product ever. so i was looking for some new shampoo and conditioner, and hair products. my mom was like it is fun being able to share hair products with my son. and i laughed really hard, and she is embracing my long hair. hahaha. this year my whole family is going to cancun without me, stupid finals. so i was talking to my dad the other day and was like man that would suck if you guys all died in a plane crash, i would be all by myself. literally. anyways, my mom was like i thought about that comment you made to dad about us dying and i started thinking about it, and then she went to tell me what her last words were to me. hahahaha. she was like okay, make sure that you don't blame god for this, don't get bitter against him. promise me you will finish college, i know you will have money and won't want to. get a mother and father figure in your life. don't blow any of your inheritance. hahaha. well, i thought that was a really funny conversation to have with you mom. she got to meet my roomate tom. tom later said that i have a super nice family. that is pretty cool, people think my family is super nice. study time peace sisters.

hey there little journal.

2005-03-11T16:24:21Z

i'm waiting for finals to be done with and this schedule to be done with. i wrote a paper in the last few days about nationalism and socialism in latin america. this was one of the most miserable papers i ever wrote for a few reasons: 1 being that i got a 10/15 or a D on the last one and i did not want a repeat grade, but i might get it cause my teacher is a prick. 2 i don't find this subject that interesting, and more annoying than anything. 3 i am retarded. after i wrote it i had my friend alexis proof read it, since she is in the honors program... she marked the heck out of it too. she was like you write just like you talk. then embarrassement entered, and i had regrets about letting her continue to give her critiques. i think that it was overall a good critique, and even though the subject matter is basically crap, the paper sounds good.

i only have 2 tests and 2 more papers to write before friday. it isn't that bad i don't think yet. it is very important that i do really good on both of those tests which is something i don't like since i am a bad test taker. grrrr. my religion final will be a breeze, but the philosophy one needs some serious time. i can't study at the library i found out. maybe if i was by myself with a bottle of adderall. those are the only conditions of me gaining some sort of success over the library.

my brother is coming in on saturday, both of us and my roomate tom, and his friend greg are going to fogo de chao, a kickin' brazilian steak house. i guess the servers walk around with big skewers of meat, and you tell them what kind of meat and cut you want. it is all you can eat too i think. wow. this meal will be fantastic. i guess my brother really got into the hookah place too last time he came up to chicago. so we are going to go there afterwords. you gotta love hookahs.

i really need to get a fake id quick. i hate this break that i have from 9:30-10:50. all i do is look up stuff on the website, including upcoming shows that i want to see. here are just a few: mono, the album leaf, m83, and so many more that i don't even know about yet. so if you know where to get a hold of a cheap fake id, or some dude that looks a lot like me that wouldn't be against getting me an id. that sucks why do these bands have to play cool venues like bars and not let 19 year old kids in. i promise i won't drink any of your overpriced alcohol.

this is my last day of classes. yayayayayayaya. i'm so happy. i just wish that i could skip finals and enjoy spring break. this entry has gotten way to long and rambly.

neversafe @ 2005-03-07T00:06:00

2005-03-07T06:06:59Z

i just took this quiz.

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everyday is like sunday

2005-03-05T07:37:45Z

this week is over pretty much now. hmmm. this week has been very uneventful for the most part, i'm ready for this quarter to be over and done with. i'm just waiting to finish, and hopefully get some decent grades. i'm kind of worried about the repeat gpa from iowa. 2.06. that is pretty bad. i know i'll probably get like a high 2.8 or so higher i'm sure. maybe. i have a new addiction in my life: chocolate lucky charms. if you aren't familiar pick yourself up a box and indulge your taste sense. oh and if you haven't seen ong-bak and it is playing near you. you are missing out on so much greatness. the movie is awesome, the best fighting scenes i've seen in a movie ever possibly. that is impressive. there was none of that crouching tiger hidden dragon wire nonsense. all straight fighting scenes/action scenes.

tonite i went over to the montana house. i brought over some velveta shellls and cheese yummy. lindsay, lexi, and i then watched the entire first season of the office. it was a bit overwhelming for some of them, but everyone loved it. i will make them watch season 2 sometime. then the special. which is very special. it caps off the tv series so nicely. there were loads of people at the montana house tonite: too many to remember. but over 10 or so, which is a lot i guess for that crib. i just drank some 4 day opened ruby red grapefruit juice. it is still tasty somehow. yesssss.

nothing else is really happening. finals i guess are next week. and in 2 weeks i have spring break. a break will be nice.

"free love on the freelove freeway, where the love is free, and the freeways long. i got some hot love on the hot love highway..." - the brentmiester general.

chewin the apple of your eye

2005-03-02T16:24:05Z

that subject title isn't original, it is the title of a flaming lips song. i have attached to myself to the flaming lips this past week. wow. they are like awesome. hhaha. so i guess i can't update those pictures i promised until, i bring my lazy butt to a wifi connection. depaul has firewalls that won't allow me into transmit in my dorm. yesterday was interesting. i woke up at 12, got out of the shower at 1, and then tried to go to evanston with tom. we got to his car to find that his car battery took a dive for the worst. my sissy, who is the best, came and tried to give us a jump. well, that failed, tom's battery was completely cashed. my sister than offered to give us a ride to a car store to buy a new battery. pep boys was down the street. got back to the car spending 88 dollars on a socket wrench set and a battery. i had to then go to our dorm to get some plyers. we spent the next hour trying to get that little biach in. good thing my dad trained me in changing car batteries. ps. listen to the flaming lips, like the newest cd. yoshimi battles the pink robots.

well the last few days have been boring/blurry. nothing to exciting. i skipped some classes. ooh, i'm evil. i feel bad missing classes with the tuition costs here. i wont' miss too many more if any.

on a spiritual note. i went to the guys bible study last nite with the christian group i attend on thursdays. the guys were pretty cool. we had really good insight on the specific verses in philipians 2:12-18. those verses are challenging, along with the rest of the christian walk. it is funny how tele-evangelism really focuses on saving souls, but lacks to warn the future christians of the greater struggles which come along with greater responsibility. this life i chose to live separate from the world is hard. it really is hard for me to be able to evangelize. it is hard for me to live the way i should. it is hard to think the right thoughts. it is hard for me to "do the right thing." that is i guess one of the most incomprehendible attributes of god. grace. his grace is so good, but when i fail i feel like asking for grace and knowing that grace is there to forgive is still hard to grasp. i feel that i am completely taking all of that for granted. screwing up and knowing you will be forgiven can be dangerous. i wish that when i would fail, i would have some physical repercussions for my actions, so that i would really grasp each of my failures. i'm pretty much rambling now. wow. yoshimi battles the pink robots part 1 just came on, and i really want to sing.

the last few days i have been singing that song to tom about every day. we were out the other day and he thought he heard some song with the name yoshimi and told me. it was pretty funny knowing tom and me. and how different we are. i do get along with him. tom is a very cool kid. he started asking me questions about what i did at the bible study. i ask and hope that god will be evident in my life to him. when you think about hell/eternity and realize how many people are going to hell it makes me so sad. on the contrary, it is still hard for me to live a life that people will look at at see jesus through me. sorry that i'm rambling so much about my own spirituality. if you dont' like it don't read this. this is my lj anyways.

i hate calculus I, II. math in general.

neversafe @ 2005-02-21T13:32:00

2005-02-21T19:32:43Z

i'll post some pictures from our show later on here.

cheers

back in chicago

2005-02-21T19:32:00Z

This weekend was pretty fun. i came home from chicago, because we were playing a show at 700 main, on sunday nite. my weekend was pretty chill, drew-tang gave me a ride to my house on friday. we chilled there, watched i,robot. the worst acting and writing i've seen in a movie in a while. the whole plot wasn't all that bad, but the acting was not good. there was a hot girl in it though. on saturday we woke up pretty late, and eventually rolled our way into peoria. i got to drive my dad's car, since my car was in storage, and has no insurance currently. we played to the wee hours of the nite. at the end of the nite me and drew just tried to figure out explosions in the sksy songs.

so sunday i went to church with my parents. the service wasn't actually all the bad. afterwards i went to guitar center to pick up some new 6L6 tubes for my amp. since they apparently wanted to be gay to me. jared madigan hooked me up i think. i got 2 tubes for 25 bucks. hmmm. after that i went to breakfast with my parents, and just had some good talks about practically everything. my parents are cool cats. we played some more after my meal, till we went downtown for the show. a lot of our friends came out to the show which was pretty cool, and fun. it is always fun playing for your friends. there were a ton of people there too, we sold a good amount of cd's which is dope. and we got donations from some indie rock scenesters. i guess suit and tie guy told us that the dude running sound messed everything up, and would not listen to him when we would tell him what to do. oh well.

jason and i drove home after the show. we made some amazing time. incredibles. i took a sominex extra strength last nite and i slept into 1 today. i needed some sleep desparetely. i feel gerat now. i'm hungy.

i am so glad to be back in chicago, and i am so glad that i do not attend the university of iowa. i do miss my columbians plus 2. i think they are coming up sometime soon.

(he's) driving, oh so very fast...

2005-02-19T03:56:27Z

i'm on my way home to peoria. i'm in the car right now. dtplus3. i think is the plates. jason's car is cashed right now, and is getting it towed on monday. our show is sunday, therefore his mom and sister gave us a ride home. they were in chicago shopping. my parents are gone. they come home tomorrow, i think my dog is going to be home though. that is a plus. i hope no one is house sitting. take that back, my cousin steph is there. but it will be fine. i think drew-tang is going to spend the nite tonite. that will be sexy.

this it.

wow

2005-02-17T18:08:26Z

so i have a presentation to give in about 1 hour and 30 minutes, and my thoughts are still running like wild stallion in the hills of italy. grrr. i wrote some paper for this class, and now i have to give a presentation, at least i will be done with the major project for this class. I can't wait for next quarter, i have the dopest schedule on this planet. no class monday or friday. but i do have 6 hours and 30 minutes of class on wednesday. that is 2 classes. i'm going home this weekend. we are playing a show in peoria on sunday, i think i alrady mentioned this once before. well, it is 12 now, and i still need to get going. i think i'll be okay. i am a baller.

on a side note, yesterday i sponsored a child from chile. her name is valentina, and she is 3. her family is very poor. that is the least that i can do for her. it is sad that we americans are so freaking wealthy, and we still don't give any or as much as we should to help others with less money than ourselves. i decided to sponsor a child not initially, i at first kind of blew the guy off that was talking to me, but i went in to the depaul student center to pick up my mail, and i could not stop thinking about how selfish i am as an american. one of the wealthiest countries in the world and i told the guy i have no money. wtf. am i some selfish person who can't afford 18 dollars a month to give a poor kid food and clothes. anyways, so i ended up walking the street still thinking about how i should sponser a child, and how stupid i would look after telling some guy, hey i'm broke, wait no i'm not broke. am i liar. i am an evil person. a very sinful being in essance. regardless, i was praying walking, and told myself, if i can't give 18 dollars a month, i must be pretty dang stingy. my dad basically gave me the best job a 15-19 year old could have. mowing "his" commercial lawns. and i still couldn't give 18 dollars a month. well, like i said i did end up sponsoring her. it's not like i'm doing this for me, but i need to stop thinking about myself, and think about other people in the world who are so less fortunate than i am. we are blessed to be americans. extremely lucky.

well, time to work on stuff. good luck everyone. see you sunday.

the nite.

2005-02-16T07:16:15Z

tonite was fun. my man jason stopped by, and we maxed on a swisher. gotta leave crappy stogees. he had to borrow my dope camera. the canon digital rebel if you didn't know. 6.3 megapixels, interchangeable eos lenses. it is sexy. too bad it's silver. jason roberts is a pretty cool cat. if you dont' know him, good luck getting to know him. that is not negative. me and jason have been close since we were little kids wandering the drains of bigelow. he was more into it before he knew me, but we had our moments in the creek. no but on a serious note: "the lawn wranglers will live on forever..." we expereinced the great peoria flood, in the spring of 2004, that lasted for about an 2 hours.

on a serious note. watch saw. the movie SAW is so good. very scary, and suspensful. it is gorry the first like 30 minutes, but it's not that bad.

i get to go home this weekend. i think my parents are going to be on a cruise. haha. unfortunate. we are playign a show in peoria on sunday. so if you live in peoria come on out. holla. check: www.myspace.com/scenicsquare it's dope don't worry.

so after i took my valentine's date home yesterday, i was waitng for a train for about 40 minutes and i got to break into the new book i'm reading. blue like jazz. it's a good book. it's subtitle is: nonreligious thoughts on christian spirituality. very fascinating. it is a good book so far. i also bought this other book from the moody bookstore while i was getting someone "my upmost for your highest." it is a book about the works that c.s. lewis admired during his life. authors who impacted his writings. also pretty good. i am only trying to fullfill my new years resolution. plus trying to get on the habbit of reading books, and less video games and tv.

i have a study date tomorrow, and i don't know if i can wait.

neversafe @ 2005-02-15T15:08:00

2005-02-15T21:09:07Z

so yesterday i got my philosophy midterm back. i got an A. oh ya i am awesome. depaul is so much easier than iowa. i hate you hawkeyes.

neversafe @ 2005-02-13T23:08:00

2005-02-14T05:19:48Z

If you have not been you should visit www.myspace.com/scenicsquare that is the myspace account for our band.

so i just left the university of iowa. it was been since about december 16 or so that i was last in that depressing town. the town where you would leave with the stench of alcohol on your shoes. not really, that is a bit exaggerated. i did decide to transfer to depaul university shortly after. this quarter so far has been about 100 times better than my entire first semester at iowa, minus the last month or longer when i met the columbians. + pierce + julia. steve is a pretty cool cat too.

i just finished up about 2 weeks of intense midterms/papers/projects. 1 more paper, 1 more group project = done for a week or so. next quarter. march 29?? or so i will not have class monday or friday. it might be good, or it might be a very poor decision.

the thing is that the students at depaul are outgoing/non-judging/friendly. i have met about 9 kids from my classes that i have devopled relationships with by just going to class. at iowa the only people i met were across my hall. i met one man. who introduced me to the columbians. i miss the columbians. i miss ordering a 8 sandwich order from jimmy johns and tipping him 29 cents. then all you see is disapointment. i'm evil.

lj's are awesome. i am gonna update this a lot. and have about my 9 friends read it. but probably not, cause they dont' get on much.

this is new

2005-02-14T04:40:30Z

i figured i should get a new livejournal since i'm not in japan anymore. whimper.