what is it with kids and crack these days

apparently i've been in the states coloured red here:


visited 34 states (68%)
Create your own visited map of The United States or determine the next president

every time you make a post about Jordan Rudess, it makes me want to send him something for free, and i'm not even into his music.

Hilarious photo! I love how imperfect film is!

Jason't actually waving. If his arm was slightly to the right you could tell.

about half an hour ago,
i was deep in sleep, deep in dream

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i was in a store, a big one
watching a woman and her young daughter
the woman was rude crude
her daughter, barely old enough for kindergarten,
mimicked her words and actions.
i thought : just what the world needs--another bitch, brat
one day the girl would grow up to be an
even more horrible person than her mother.
and a mother worse than her own.
and so continues the cycle

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i was outside on a road.
the sun was warm and the wind was calm.
beautiful, peaceful.
i looked at my phone, i had received a picture message.
when the picture opened, it was a landscape that seemed very familiar.
_where have i seen that... ?_ i wondered
i looked up
there it was.

i looked at the photo again in disbelief.
but it had changed to a different one, i could see a car.
similar to the one a few yards away from me, on the side of the road.
when i looked back at it, it was closer than before.
suddenly i was beside the car.
i opened the passenger side door and sat down to make sense of it.
i looked again at my screen and the image turned into a video.
with video comes sound, so i turned the volume louder
only to hear familiar voice. too familiar.
it was like mine, but not. a subconscious voice. almost dead.

i watched as the car began to roll, slowly at first then faster, towards the bottom of the hill.
this can.t be real. but it was. it is real.
my familiar artificial voice spoke with intensity words i fear :

_the time has come to stop
making excuses for yourself
for your faults
and stop judging others
the time has come to rise up and above and beyond
hypocrisy
inside you rests so much power and potential
you cannot even imagine the possibilities
your existence is your choice
if you choose to ignore this fact you
choose to waste your potential
to waste your life..._

the words were speeding down the hill with me
i had to stop it.
i slid over into the driver.s seat and reached for the brakes but it was too late.
i opened the door--

apparently Delia Derbyshire had another 276 tapes in her attic. this is good news:

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/entertainment/7512072.stm

the Luzhin Defense officially has a show!!!

But who else will play?

i added a mediafire link for the entire album to that last entry. it makes the download easier for you and my host.

I don't get the theory of multiple intelligences completely. The human brain is infinite so I guess most labels can be full of shit.

Linguistic intelligence ("word smart"):
Logical-mathematical intelligence ("number/reasoning smart")
Spatial intelligence ("picture smart")
Bodily-Kinesthetic intelligence ("body smart")
Musical intelligence ("music smart")
Interpersonal intelligence ("people smart")
Intrapersonal intelligence ("self smart")
Naturalist intelligence

"Music smart" uses a combination of Logical, Naturalist, and occasionally Linguistic intelligence.

I think I'm a naturalist with music and intrapersonal intelligence.

Rachel's has linguistic intelligence for sure. She can write a 10 page paper within minutes of starting one.
Whoa.

man I really don't have any friends around.
Okay, maybe 2 at the most.

It's almost 8.

Last night I dreamt of zombies attacking. I killed all of them because I was the only one who knew how to.

Now this morning I have the theme from "House by the Cemetary" stuck in my head.
(as heard in the theme to Garth Merenghi's Darkplace.author writer dream-weaver etc.)

I want to move on with life and have fun really badly.
Forget the bullshit and little things.

I'm a cuckoo.

i just wanted to say that i think it's quite amazing that Squib Cake: A Tribute To Jenni Black's Ass is completely invisible and non-existant according to Wikipædia, Goggle, and Pitchfork Media.

it just means the hundreds of people who enjoy this, the shining jewel of glory in the crown of Peoria punk rock, keep it a secret because they are terrified the world will find out what an amazing record it is. the record pretty much pisses all over "Now Playing In Peoria", "Corvette Summer", and "State Of Peoria: May 1997" and people who weren't involved with the record feel threatened by this reality. this is FUCKING AWESOME.

oh ... you don't have it? check this out:

http://www.mediafire.com/?ml5d1jldsej

and if you won't take my word for it, keep in mind that girlafraid is all over it, being sexy as all get-out. i'm sure that's enough to make you listen.

Looks like I'm getting free salvia?

About a month and a half ago I ordered salvia then quickly canceled it.

Today I got a shipping confirmation? But there's no charges to my credit card.

It was my first time using it so I forgot to put the security code so I know they can't get anything from me.

ALSO: I fucked up whenever I payed; must've wrote the wrong numbers because I have an extra payment made on my card from an account in Las Vegas? So now I have an extra 25 or so on my account.

hmmmm